Hurrmmm...
Get a snack, settle in... because i'm about to tell you the story of my life... yup! more specifically, why my life......... (fill in the blank) - maybe you're one of the reason why!
I'm not angry you betrayed me... i'm angry that i trusted you in the first place... angry with myself... - pardon me, but you really hurt my feeling!
"what if the only way not to feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all, forever?"
It all started because I was feeling lost, i needed direction... any direction... and I couldn't escape my past...
I needed a change... I needed to be someone new... I wasn't going to be invisible anymore... I was going to start brand new...
I was going to cut away the past and leave it all behind... I was going to work harder, be smarter and be stronger... because I can't change other people around me, but I can change myself... - yes, I can!
You think I'm the type that would rat anyone out about anything? - hurrmmm
I don't know what kind of person anyone is anymore...
I didn't know how empty it would feel.. there's is big part of the world that's just... just gone... and everyone else just keeps moving forward...
The worst part is, there's nothing I can do... - I'm useless!
to be continue...
